Post #610, 0 Comments

I lie to people about my life because I don’t want anyone to really know about me!

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Post #607, 0 Comments

I came to Vegas this week on a business trip. all went will until i started playing. next thing i know i have charged over 15k on my Credit card and nothing to show for. i don’t know how to break it to my wife since we are saving for a down payment for our new house.

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Post #604, 0 Comments

I told my friends in *** grade that I got my period, but I still haven’t (*** grade). I feel really weird, and if I get my period when I’m with them, they’ll wonder why I wasn’t prepared.

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Post #602, 1 Comment

I have been dating this girl for 2 weeks now and somehow she has gotten this idea of I have a big dong. I think this may be due to hanging around my bastard friends. I am not small but I am not as huge is she thinks. I don’t want to disappoint her when we do the deed. I am thinking about ending just to avoid this awkwardness.

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Post #600, 0 Comments

I dated a girl for four years from high school through college. The last year of it I was in love with someone else and after all the fighting and strain and abuse I woke up and broke up with her and tripped to Berkeley and spent Valentines Day with the girl I loved. Then I came home and got back together with the girl I’d spent everyday of four years with and hated. It didn’t last, and I regret not just staying in Berkeley and spending my life up there with her and not trying to do the wuss thing and stick to what I was settling for. I should have gone on a new adventure instead of coming back to one that was already far gone.

Wuss.

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Post #597, 0 Comments

I go to my boyfriends alot and everytime I come home late my mom asks me why I was late and I make up some stupid exscuse like we were watching a movie or eating but in reality we’re having hot sex.

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Post #596, 0 Comments

Bryan,I will always remember how you threatened to kill my family.I always make you as a good person in front of everybody,why must you treat me so bad?

The truth is,you hurt my feeling.I am now physically and mentally abused.Even worse,I become penniless for helping you.Because of you,I believe there’s no good guys out there.Because of you,I reject the word ‘marriage’ in my life.Because of you,I wanna move out to somewhere else.Maybe a real whore would love to accept you than me.

~Regards,
Ni de Paupei (Baobei)

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Post #590, 2 Comments

i want the old me back. the old naive, young, loveable, happy, full of life girl back. I’m 20 and I’ve been with over 20 men, when only a one year seven months and 3 days ago it was only you. it was only you i would ever dream of touching, only you i would ever dream of kissing, only you i would ever dream of making sweet sweet love with. only you. in my head, in my heart its still only you. but i hate you, as much as i still love you i hate you. YOU RUINED ME. i would never be meeting random men to go and have sex. YOU BROKE ME. i wish i was naive. the 14 yr old girl you fell in love with. maybe youd still be in love with me. i would trade anything to have 14 yr old me back, not because of how you might feel for me. but because that 14 yr old girl had confidence. that 14 yr old girl was full of life and love. but this 20 yr old girl is full of hate. so much hate. this 20 yr old girl hates who she’s become, no confidence so she sleeps around. sleeping with married men because she doesn’t care about their relationship because no one cared about her. who does that? she does, someone like me. all because you ruined me. God I want the real me back.

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Post #589, 0 Comments

I’m still very much in love with you Brian C. You mean the world to me. It’s been one year seven months and three days since we ended. I love you so much. I wish I could stop loving you. I wish I could tell you how I feel, God how I wish. But I can’t..that would risk everything we have left of us. That would risk me losing your friendship, that would risk me still being able to see, hug, hold, kiss, and make love to you. I can’t lose it all. I can’t. I lost your love I can’t even imagine what losing your friendship would do to me. I need you know more than ever. I am not well, I am too sad, to hurt, to deceived. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH…til infinity and beyond.. I wish I could go back and change things..

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Post #586, 6 Comments

My Parents hate me, my siblings hate me, the kids in school bully me every day, i get swirly everyday, i once gather my nerves to ask a girl out and she made fun of me and posted it online which made very one hate me more and make fun of me more. at this point I don’t see a reason why should to even be in this world or i don’t think anyone will miss me. as a matter fact i will do the world a favor if i depart.

Additional Information:
I have been acting like there is nothing wrong and trying to present a happy image to everyone. I have been living a lie

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