I am saving my money and I will run away from the family and move out somewhere out from my country.I am planning to go somewhere at Northern Ireland.As I have enough money,I will rent a house at there,write resume and send to many workplaces at there and take international driving license.All I want to do is,be a new person and leave everything behind.The truth is,I have already make my will and things I have at here,I will give them to my mother.It is hurt doing all of these but I have to heal myself from being disappointed and sad all the time.