We discussed what we would have done if I was pregnant. I told you I would “take care of it,” hoping you’d tell me that abortion wasn’t even an option. You didn’t… You said, “Good. Thank you.” That killed me. Because even though we were much too young, I was kind of excited thinking about our beautiful baby girl or baby boy. And sometimes I wish it wouldn’t have been just a scare. Because maybe then you wouldn’t have left me.