Get It Off Your Chest
I don’t want to date you anymore, but I’m too much of a chicken to break up with you. So I’m as mean to you as possible in hopes that you break it off with me. You won’t because you like me too much. Why can’t you see that you are too good for me and that it’ll never work. JUST BREAK UP WITH ME.
Whenever I see teen moms, I get extremely jealous. I see how hard they have it, and although I’m only 19, I wish I had a baby, too. Then I wouldn’t feel so lonely. I wouldn’t have to be concerned over having plans to go out because I’d have my baby to play with.
We discussed what we would have done if I was pregnant. I told you I would “take care of it,” hoping you’d tell me that abortion wasn’t even an option. You didn’t… You said, “Good. Thank you.” That killed me. Because even though we were much too young, I was kind of excited thinking about our beautiful baby girl or baby boy. And sometimes I wish it wouldn’t have been just a scare. Because maybe then you wouldn’t have left me.
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I fell in love with Ames Brown from The Bachelor Pad.
I know it would be impossible for him to love someone
like me as I’m only 20.I’m a woman that hardly to fall in
love because when come to love,I’d give the best for my
man.For so many years,I never have a love feeling like
what I’m feeling now towards Ames Brown.We’re both
strangers and will always be.So I wrote a song about him
and I hope someday he knows that I like him.Let’s start
it with a ‘like’ not ‘love’ 
I’m very embarrassed of my parent’s jobs. They own and co-own a Subway restaurant. My other friend’s parents are doctors and professors. I always hesitate to tell them because I’m afraid they’ll question my intelligence or think I’m poor. My mother didn’t go to college, and my father never finished, but they are both very smart. My brother isn’t even going to college. Sometimes I wish my parents had more impressive jobs. I’m glad we at least have a nice enough looking house, although it looks a lot bigger than it really is.
Trying to balance two boyfriends, keep them from finding out about each other while both live on the same campus, trying to win back your ex, and trying to hook up with your exes new girlfriends ex is very tiring. And this makes me sound horrible, but I just want him back and I’m doing it in all the wrong ways. I just don’t know how else to do it.
I’ve been leading on two different guys and, truth is, I don’t really like either of them. I make them think I do. But I don’t. I still love you, Nathan. And at the same time I blame you for it. I want to move on like you did. I want to find someone else. I want someone to make me forget all about you. I’m starting to feel like that’s impossible, though.
I’m one of those people who grew up too fast. I learn things rather quickly; I don’t fear getting hurt, that’s happened too often to be unable to tolerate. I am a massive hypocrite though – I don’t really like females, even though I am one. That’s a very general statement, because I don’t necessarily HATE girls, and I certainly don’t dislike ALL girls. In spite of this, I’m also bisexual. I also generally dislike people in my year level. I don’t know; I feel like someone beyond my years trapped in this body, surrounded by these people. I have very few friends due to this, but I’m actually happy. It takes a long time, and I’ve been through a lot with nobody stopping to wait for me to catch up; I had to move on with the world, regardless of how I felt or what I was enduring. If you just persist, if you keep going, even when you feel like giving up, you must hold on, and I promise you, it’s worth the wait.
So, I’ve been with this guy for a year and a half and I can’t tell you how miserable sticking around makes me feel at times like today. He is so intrusive and my feelings are constantly being ignored. I can’t text without him stealing my phone, I can’t have any male friends (I had a few when we met because they were closest to me/very platonic), he questions why I’ll always talk to one of my parents when “it wasn’t like that when we met”, he barely does anything around the house unless I ask (the only thing he’ll do is feed my cat maybe once a week), he always ridicules me and puts me down and even my parents notice it and say things. We quit smoking this time last year and I started again in February. I told him I’d had one cigarette and I flipped his lid. Well guess what, fuck you, boyfriend.
This is my first real relationship, is it normal to get treated like this? Like, is this is what it’s like living together? I’m guessing not because some people get married and I can barely see my future with this guy/he puts me off wanting to get married and have kids. I guess I’m too weak to break it off.